﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><ttl>60</ttl><title>Porn Stud Blog</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com</link><lastBuildDate>Fri, 12 Mar 2010 12:25:20 GMT</lastBuildDate><pubDate>Fri, 12 Mar 2010 12:25:20 GMT</pubDate><language>en</language><copyright /><itunes:subtitle> </itunes:subtitle><itunes:author /><itunes:summary /><description /><itunes:owner><itunes:name /><itunes:email>nick@pornstudblog.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:explicit>no</itunes:explicit><itunes:category text="Arts" /><item><title>NEW ~ Rod Daily Solo for NickCapra.com</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/03/06/new--rod-daily-solo-for-nickcapracom.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey guys!&lt;BR&gt;I recently had the opportunity to shoot super stud, Rod Daily, for my website, &lt;A href="http://www.NickCapra.com"&gt;www.NickCapra.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;As I am sure you will agree, this guy was born for Porn!&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;He has the most incredibly piercing&amp;nbsp;blue eyes.&amp;nbsp;Lets not forget to mention his perfect body and gorgeous ass!&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I took the opportunity to Interview him before his scene. The guy is such a charmer and a total sweetheart. I love it when a model is self assured,&amp;nbsp;with no attitude!&lt;BR&gt;The scene was H-O-T.&amp;nbsp;Rod flexed his muscular arms. Licked his biceps.&amp;nbsp;Literally taunting&amp;nbsp;me behind the camera. It was everything I could do to stay focused&amp;nbsp;on the filming and not maul him. Especially when he was on all fours, triceps extended, ass winking at me.&amp;nbsp;(I'm such a sucker for a pretty hole!) He stroked his hot cock, spit on&amp;nbsp;it, stroked some more. Wait 'til&amp;nbsp;you see him totally immersed in his own body, abs clenched, stroking that hot cock! He finished the scene, blowing a thick load all over his beautiful abs.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I was totally knocked out to have gotten the opportunity to have&amp;nbsp;met Rod.&amp;nbsp;This sexy fucker is definitely one of Porn's hottest tickets right now!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The hot solo of Rod Daily will be updated to my website, &lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com/"&gt;www.NickCapra.com&lt;/A&gt;&amp;nbsp;on Thursday, March 18th.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;If you haven't taken&amp;nbsp;the time to check out my site, be sure to&amp;nbsp;log on and see the 25+ scenes already up and running. The&amp;nbsp; site features some of your favorite Porn Studs:&amp;nbsp;Arpad Miklos, Robert Van Damme, Nick Piston, Scott Campbell,&amp;nbsp;and of course, me!!&amp;nbsp;Not to mention, the hot new faces, amateur sex scenes, and smokin' hot XXX Galleries. All of&amp;nbsp;this and MORE&amp;nbsp;is waiting for you at:&amp;nbsp;&lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com"&gt;www.nickcapra.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/RodDaily1.jpg?a=73"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/RodDaily2.jpg?a=97"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/RodDaily5.jpg?a=66"&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/RodDaily6.jpg?a=74"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/RodDaily7.jpg?a=58"&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/RodDaily8.jpg?a=97"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/03/06/new--rod-daily-solo-for-nickcapracom.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">fea44896-9045-42d0-9f0d-34dbcc4fd726</guid><pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2010 01:48:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Confessions Of A Recovering Hooker</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/02/28/confessions-of-a-recovering-hooker.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>I have not really made much mention about the fact that I am no longer escorting. It never really occurred to me to publicly announce this. But, in retrospect, I think it is really important for me to share with you guys my thoughts on this part of my life-as it has been a HUGE part of my story for the last seven years. &lt;BR&gt;I got into the Porn Industry in February, 2002. My boyfriend at the time, Troy Michaels,&amp;nbsp;was&amp;nbsp;fairly known as a Porn Star and a pretty big escort. I remember the pain that I used to experience every time&amp;nbsp;he would go and turn a trick. It was&amp;nbsp;unfathomable. I knew it was work. I knew that these men were, for the most part, not a threat to my relationship with him. But, it still took a piece out of me-out of us.&lt;BR&gt;Somewhere in my deluded mind, it occurred to me that becoming an escort would be much easier than simply dating an escort. You know&amp;nbsp;how the&amp;nbsp;old saying goes... "If you can't beat 'em, join 'em." In retrospect, that was not the wisest choice. It's almost like conceiving somewhere to your innermost self&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;that&amp;nbsp;becoming a perpetrator&amp;nbsp;is somehow much easier than becoming a victim.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;And that's exactly what happened.&lt;BR&gt;By the middle of 2002 we had broken up. On January 13th, 2003, I moved from LA to NYC to become a full-time escort. There I was-in NYC, living the life. Flying from NYC to&amp;nbsp;LA, Palm Springs, San Francisco, and even Paris to shoot XXX videos.&lt;BR&gt;I&amp;nbsp;was making&amp;nbsp;a lot of money. I was doing a lot of drugs. And just as my relationship had turned sour with my former prostitute boyfriend, all the rest of my relationships for the next seven years followed suit. If not falling prey to my drug habit, I lost all of my relationships due to my 'work' as an Escort/Porn Star. &lt;BR&gt;Throughout the years, I have dated some AMAZING men.&amp;nbsp;They simply couldn't handle it. And those that could...Lets talk about that for a minute..WHAT SANE PERSON DATES A PROSTITUTE?? Seriously!&lt;BR&gt;Losing the relationships sucked!&lt;BR&gt;But losing myself..so much worse. You forget who you are when you have a different name. When you are catering to other people's fantasies. What are my likes? What are my loves? Who am I??? I&amp;nbsp;didn't know anymore. I had become a living&amp;nbsp;image of whatever you perceived me to be.&amp;nbsp;I was lost. I was in so much pain. And this infinity of perpetual&amp;nbsp;aching stretched limitlessly.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Yes, yes, yes..I have traveled the world. I have made TONS of money. I have met some very interesting, amazing men along this path. But, the price I paid was very high. At the time it was happening I didn't see it. In the beginning, because I was so&amp;nbsp;loaded. Copious amounts of drugs made my work&amp;nbsp;so much easier. The dope left me despondent. I could share my body with anyone. &lt;BR&gt;Then, even more reckless, I was living the life of an Escort/Porn Star in sobriety! No numbing. Just completely addicted to the money and the spotlight.&amp;nbsp;I got so caught up in the 'circuit escorting' scene. Rentboy Pool parties/ Circuit parties&amp;nbsp;across the country. My picture splashed&amp;nbsp;EVERYWHERE. Traveling and escorting in other states. Award nominations. (I actually won Porn Star Escort of the Year at the 2009 International Escort Awards) And I thought that was living...I remember&amp;nbsp;clearing $4500 in 3 days. It was great. It&amp;nbsp;was money, But it wasn't love.&lt;BR&gt;To be honest..looking back on it. It was a&amp;nbsp;really empty existence.I'm a naturally loving guy. I am inclined towards relationships. I love sharing things with another man. One man. I sacrificed that for notoriety and money. I don't regret it. But, I can't live with myself any&amp;nbsp;more that way either. The longer I am sober, the more I become connected to who I really am. The more the outside crap doesn't matter anymore. &lt;BR&gt;I have a lot of friends that are still hookers and I don't judge them one bit! Just as I don't judge people who still party with drugs and alcohol. It's not who I am anymore, but judging them would be judging myself.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I am a 35 year&amp;nbsp;old man who is just beginning to experience life again. I don't want there to be any strikes against me. I don't want there to be anything&amp;nbsp;in my lifestyle that is&amp;nbsp;thwarting my path anymore. I stopped using dope for that very reason.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;To those boys out there who are just getting into the escorting Industry. Here ya go. It's lucrative. It can be filled with infamy and tons of notoriety and publicity. (Mine sure was!)&amp;nbsp; I got&amp;nbsp;EVERYTHING that I thought I wanted out of this Industry and&amp;nbsp;NONE of it was what I REALLY wanted.&amp;nbsp;You take from this what you want, and leave the rest for the next reader...&lt;BR&gt;So &amp;nbsp;now,&amp;nbsp;the next natural step for me is my retirement as an escort. I'll miss the money from time to time, but what do I&amp;nbsp;gain? I get to experiment with true monogamy in my next relationship. Something I have not&amp;nbsp;given myself permission&amp;nbsp;to do in seven years!! I get to re-establish my sex esteem. I'm not just a sex toy that can be rented. I am a sexual being and my sexual powers are something that I'm going to learn to honor. I&amp;nbsp;understand that healing from all of this isn't necessarily going to happen overnight. But, that's what my shrink is for!&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;And lastly, for those of you wondering how&amp;nbsp;on earth my next relationship&amp;nbsp;could be considered 'true monogamy' if I'm still a Porn Star. If I'm still performing with other men. I guess I'm gonna have to save&amp;nbsp;that for another confession...&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/Bath2.jpg?a=53"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/02/28/confessions-of-a-recovering-hooker.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">ec7fe449-3881-4962-8ead-3504adbf9d65</guid><pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2010 02:32:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>PORN STUD BLOG NOMINATED~VOTE FOR ME!</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/02/26/porn-stud-blog-nominatedvote-for-me.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey Guys!&lt;BR&gt;Just got word that my blog was nominated for Best Porn Blog at the 2010 International Escort Awards.&lt;BR&gt;Though I am no longer escorting, I am still honored that the blog was nominated. This is the one place&amp;nbsp;where I can get real and talk about things off the cuff, so to speak. &lt;BR&gt;For all of you that read this blog and support my writing, please take a moment to go to this link and vote for me!!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.rentboy.com/Awards/vote.asp" rel=nofollow target=_blank&gt;&lt;SPAN id=lw_1267219544_1 class=yshortcuts&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;http://www.rentboy.com/Awards/vote.asp&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt; &lt;/FONT&gt;
&lt;P class=MsoNormal&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial&gt;&lt;SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-WEIGHT: bold"&gt;Thanks so much to everyone who has supported me and my writing throughout&amp;nbsp;the years!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&amp;nbsp;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/02/26/porn-stud-blog-nominatedvote-for-me.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">5d633f20-3fea-4bbb-af45-4f9b2a6ff1bb</guid><pubDate>Fri, 26 Feb 2010 23:57:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Moving Forward</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/02/15/moving-forward.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>I have had&amp;nbsp;a crush on this guy for several years now. We work out at the same gym. We have a few friends in common. But, I never had the balls to talk to him. I would get all nervous and excited when I saw him. .&amp;nbsp; I would watch him at the gym and wonder what he would feel like underneath me. What his lips would feel like against mine.&amp;nbsp;So handsome! Beautiful brown eyes, dark hair, tats up and down his arms. He's Italian. Beautiful body. So damn sexy! Finally we spoke. He asked me why I always ignored him in public places. I told him that I found him so attractive that I became nervous around him. He melted. I finally asked him out. I was so uncomfortable on that first date. I couldn't be authentic around him. I felt like I was too busy trying to play it cool. Trying to play a part that wasn't me. Can you relate? Do we all&amp;nbsp;play a part&amp;nbsp;when we are out with someone for the first time? For the first few months? Why? Is it because we are afraid that they wont like the real person hiding inside? &lt;BR&gt;I explained to him that I was still nervous. That I was finding it difficult to be myself around him. It made it so much easier to tell the truth, rather than stay committed to this part that I was playing, just trying to impress him. We ended up hitting it off pretty well!&lt;BR&gt;We have seen each&amp;nbsp;other multiple times. I'm&amp;nbsp; beginning to feel a bit scared about getting hurt, but I'm gonna follow through, anyway. &amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Things are changing so much in my life. Every day sober, I find out a little bit more about myself. I'm looking toward getting certified as a personal trainer in mid-March. That will change things for me drastically. It will be the first time in the last eight years that I will be getting a 'normal' job. I'm looking forward to being a normal person again. I will always have this part of my life, and the many adventures it has brought me. But, the truth of the matter is that is has been kind of lonely. So hard to be in a real relationship as a Porn Star. I want to be in a loving relationship. With myself. And definitely with another man!&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I've made it this far, so I know that if I keep moving forward, it can only get better.&lt;BR&gt;Cheers to endurance!!&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/02/15/moving-forward.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">dc664969-8aa0-4642-ad8d-22f259d6625f</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 18:48:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Dirty Man - Solo Teaser</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/25/dirty-man--solo-teaser.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey guys...Here is a teaser for a solo scene I recently shot for my website, &lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com/"&gt;www.nickcapra.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;It has not even been updated to the site yet, so I am giving you guys the first peek. Tell me what you think!!&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;a href="http://media.podcastingmanager.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/vlog/Nick_Capra_20101258400.flv?ref=rss"&gt;http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/25/dirty-man--solo-teaser.aspx&lt;/a&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/25/dirty-man--solo-teaser.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">caa96e2d-94e4-4d6e-9ef3-5bf2842e3958</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Jan 2010 16:36:01 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>New Scene for CockSureMen.com - Nick Capra and John Magnum</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/12/new-scene-for-cocksuremencom--nick-capra-and-john-magnum.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>I have got to give mad props to the guys at &lt;A href="http://www.cocksuremen.com/"&gt;www.CockSureMen.com&lt;/A&gt;&amp;nbsp;When they paired me with John Magnum to do a scene for their site, they hit the mark! This kid is, by far, one of the hottest scene partners I have ever had the pleasure of fucking. He had a great attitude. No ego. Absolutely gorgeous face, body, and ass! We shot for a few hours on Jake Cruise' ranch and it was a blast. Scenes like this one are what make my job so fucking worth while!&lt;BR&gt;I think I licked this kid's ass for a good 30 minutes. It tasted so damn good! And when I was fucking him, he was making these faces that threw me into a frenzy! &lt;BR&gt;Here are a few exclusive pics from the scene. To catch all the action between me and John Magnum in it's entirety, make sure to log on to:&amp;nbsp;&lt;A href="http://www.cocksuremen.com/"&gt;www.CockSureMen.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickCapraJohnMagnum.jpg?a=73"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/nickcapraandjohnmagnum.jpg?a=4"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/nickcapraandjohnmagnum4.jpg?a=77"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/nickcapraandjohnmagnum3.jpg?a=55"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/12/new-scene-for-cocksuremencom--nick-capra-and-john-magnum.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">c4d6632b-5287-4385-ac6a-dbbd9696fc4e</guid><pubDate>Tue, 12 Jan 2010 18:01:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Calendar Signing @ Bacchus House</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/09/calendar-signing--bacchus-house.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey Guys!&lt;BR&gt;I will be giving away free, autographed 2010 Rentboy Calendars tonight at Bacchus House in San Diego. If you are here in sunny San Diego, I would love it if you dropped by and said,&amp;nbsp;'Hello!'&lt;BR&gt;This year has already started with some wonderful new friendships and travel plans for me. I will be visiting South Beach, Florida in several weeks.&amp;nbsp;And, I just booked a trip home to NYC for late&amp;nbsp;February.&amp;nbsp;Cant wait!&lt;BR&gt;Hope your New Year has kicked off with a bang! &lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Ive been feeling quite nostalgic lately. Here is another vintage Capra pic. Circa 2003...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/1.jpg?a=48"&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/09/calendar-signing--bacchus-house.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">fbf84525-3ea5-44c2-b1e2-d5c5a055da53</guid><pubDate>Sat, 09 Jan 2010 18:51:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>For Your Viewing Pleasure...</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/05/nick_capra_20101514569flv.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>One of the most popular scenes that has been featured on my website, &lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com/"&gt;www.nickcapra.com&lt;/A&gt; , has been the Nick Capra/Nick Piston pinball machine fuck-fest.&amp;nbsp;I was so excited about finally being able to work with Nick Piston.&amp;nbsp;That blond hair and those gorgeous eyes. The pretty face&amp;nbsp;and that&amp;nbsp;body...All those fucking tattoos!&amp;nbsp;The man was born for Porn...&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;When I approached Nick about doing the scene for my website, we both agreed that it was a long time cuming! We also&amp;nbsp;mutually&amp;nbsp;agreed that we wanted the sex to be completely unstaged-organic. There are very few models that are capable of doing a scene this way. Most models become so aware of the lights, cameras, etc..They lose their&amp;nbsp;focus. The director wants to dictate every single movement that is made.&amp;nbsp;And that is why so many scenes come out looking contrived. &lt;BR&gt;Nick Piston is one of those models that completely surrenders himself to the moment-to the sex... &lt;BR&gt;Working with someone as committed to the art of&amp;nbsp; sex always inspires me to perverse heights!&amp;nbsp; &lt;BR&gt;Sure, we added the pinball fantasy to the scene&amp;nbsp;for fun..But, the sex was completely un-rehearsed and that is why I&amp;nbsp;think it came out so fucking hot!&lt;BR&gt;Nick Piston is one hungry cock-sucker and a seriously aggressive bottom.&lt;BR&gt;What more could a man like me ask for??&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Check it out!!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;a href="http://media.podcastingmanager.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/vlog/Nick_Capra_20101514569.flv?ref=rss"&gt;http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/05/nick_capra_20101514569flv.aspx&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;TO VIEW THIS SCENE IN IT'S ENTIRETY AND TO ENJOY MORE SCORCHING SEX WITH SOME OF YOUR FAVORITE PORN STARS, ALONG WITH SOME BRAND NEW FACES, VISIT MY WEBSITE.. &lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com/"&gt;http://www.nickcapra.com/&lt;/A&gt; &lt;BR&gt;WHAT U WAITING FOR??</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2010/01/05/nick_capra_20101514569flv.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">ee5a8b29-7f59-4900-9fd0-42703228a6e8</guid><pubDate>Tue, 05 Jan 2010 23:10:54 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Am I Single? ... Am I Not?</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/27/am-i-single--am-i-not.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>The one great challenge that I have faced in the two years that I have been sober..Am I okay without a man in my life?&amp;nbsp; I have friends&amp;nbsp;who swear that being single is the only way to be. I also have friends who commit to love the way our bodies commit to oxygen. An utter necessity. &lt;BR&gt;So, which is more fulfilling? &lt;BR&gt;Living life as a single, gay man who is self-sufficient and sober has been very empowering over the last several months. I have not felt this committed to my friends and myself in a very long time. I have the power to choose different romantic paths.&amp;nbsp;Dating and having fun.&amp;nbsp;I get to have sex with anyone that I want, whenever I choose.&amp;nbsp;But, there are nights when I would like to have someone next to me in bed. But, is that reason enough for a boyfriend? Maybe what I really need is just a good cuddle buddy. Are we just kidding ourselves to think that we&amp;nbsp;all&amp;nbsp;don't yearn to share love with someone special?&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I have lived a great portion of my life in relationships.&amp;nbsp;Both good and bad. I love&amp;nbsp;having that connection. The feeling of intimacy and companionship. But, relationships are a full-time job. Compromise, intention, and willingness are always up to bat. And how many gay relationships do you know of that are legit? Healthy? Happy? Are we&amp;nbsp;just backing ourselves into a corner, thinking that we need a man to define our happiness?&lt;BR&gt;I don't have all the answers right now.&lt;BR&gt;I can promise you this..&lt;BR&gt;Until I come up with the answers for myself, I am going to live every moment of my life&amp;nbsp;to the fullest.&amp;nbsp;Sexy, sober, and single!&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickCapra_25.jpg?a=86"&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/27/am-i-single--am-i-not.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">4fe9363a-c2f8-4ec6-844c-1457ac857b2d</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 Dec 2009 06:52:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Happy Holidays!</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/25/happy-holidays.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>I just want to take a moment to wish everyone a Happy Holiday. This is generally a very reflective time for me.&amp;nbsp;I like to take inventory of all the blessings that&amp;nbsp;I have received... &lt;BR&gt;Starting with every single one of you! February of 2010 will mark the 8th anniversery of my very first video!&amp;nbsp; ('Finish Me Off", by Channel One Releasing) What a ride it has been! I just want to thank every single one of you for the love and support&amp;nbsp;you have given me throughout the years. I could not have done any of this without you. The emails, the commments,&amp;nbsp;seeing you guys at different events, and making the connections with you&amp;nbsp;has really been the high-point of my career.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;You all have truly changed my life!&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com"&gt;www.nickcapra.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;This was the 1st promo pic of me&amp;nbsp;from my very 1st video..&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Vintage Capra!!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/FinishMeOff.jpg?a=71"&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/25/happy-holidays.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">eb11bd28-faa5-45f4-8449-aeb0b3faeb12</guid><pubDate>Sat, 26 Dec 2009 05:27:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>NickCapra.com Now Available on VOD!!</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/24/nickcapracom-now-available-on-vod.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey Guys!&lt;BR&gt;I am very pleased to announce that four of the scenes that were shot exclusively for my website have now been released to &lt;A href="http://www.AEBN.net&lt;BR&gt;AEBN"&gt;www.AEBN.net&lt;BR&gt;AEBN&lt;/A&gt; is the premiere Video On Demand site, where you can see individual scenes from your favorite video-namely mine :o)&lt;BR&gt;The titles: Nick's Fuck Buddies Vol.1 and Vol. 2 are now available for your viewing pleasure. They&amp;nbsp;feature scorching scenes with myself and Nick Piston on a pinball machine. Also scenes featuring&amp;nbsp;newcomers, Andrew Dragon and Adam Isaac. &lt;BR&gt;And for all you&amp;nbsp;sports fans who love a hot bottom...&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Me bottoming for Antonio de Carlo after a nice soccer session in the park.&lt;BR&gt;Check it out!! &lt;A href="http://www.AEBN.net&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG"&gt;www.AEBN.net&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG&lt; a&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/VOD21.bmp?a=52"&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/24/nickcapracom-now-available-on-vod.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">9a907ec7-8bc7-492e-ba6f-331ac3a9edb6</guid><pubDate>Thu, 24 Dec 2009 19:11:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>SEX..You Thrill Me...</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/06/you-thrill-me.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>It was raining. Not the usual kind of rain that falls in this town. But, the kind of rain you get when you are in the eye of a storm. When&amp;nbsp;you came to the door&amp;nbsp;you were soaked. Beautiful&amp;nbsp;blue eyes staring up at me. I love it when you smile.&amp;nbsp;We&amp;nbsp;stared at one another intently for a moment. Then you&amp;nbsp;were wrapped in my embrace. I love the passion that exudes from you when we kiss. Those pouty, soft lips. That face.&amp;nbsp;Such sensual&amp;nbsp;symmetry. We sucked on each others lips hungrily&amp;nbsp;for what seemed like hours. I stripped&amp;nbsp;you out of&amp;nbsp;your wet t-shirt. That body! Golden skin. Lean muscle. I kissed you again. Already erect.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;We fell onto my bed, my body pressed up against yours. The way you moan when I kissed your neck. The way you arch your back as I&amp;nbsp;tugged at your ear with my teeth. It thrills me. We stripped away what was left of our clothes. I love the way your naked body&amp;nbsp;feels underneath my own. Our cocks rubbing against one another rhymically.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I love the&amp;nbsp;way your body&amp;nbsp;tastes as I kiss you from head to toe.&amp;nbsp;Licking at your balls, licking up your shaft. Swallowing you whole.&amp;nbsp;I want you now,&amp;nbsp;I need you now. I'm driven beyond control. I kiss and lick your gorgeous chest. We both seem in a trance. I lift you up as I enter you. You shudder slightly as we commence. The sex is what we are.The&amp;nbsp;heat glows red around us as I thrust inside your soul. I&amp;nbsp;see you getting closer and&amp;nbsp;I'm wild with this lust.&amp;nbsp;I love it when you climax.&amp;nbsp;I love it when you cum.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Our sex fills me. You thrill me...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/biophoto5.jpg?a=58"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/12/06/you-thrill-me.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">88949148-48ae-4c97-9c03-11d6f0fde9c8</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 06:53:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>When A Star Falls..</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/11/15/when-a-star-falls.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>This has been quite a challenging week for me. But, I am learning that it is the most challenging things that I&amp;nbsp;experience in life that really push me to grow. As most of you know, I have been sober for 23 months. I have worked the 12 Steps thoroughly, and I am very much involved&amp;nbsp;with the gay recovery community. I have been working with the same sponsor since I was three weeks sober. My sponsor not only took me through the 12 steps, but he was like the father I never had. I&amp;nbsp;spoke&amp;nbsp;with him every day and I usually sought his advice with everything in my life. He is very respected in the recovery community and he has about seven other&amp;nbsp;sponsees, including myself. He knows the Big Book (the AA book that outlines the 12 Steps) back and forth and has many personal experiences to share from. I called him one day last week, as I do every day, and he dropped a bomb on me. He told me that he had to reset his sobriety date. I was floored. To be honest, I had never considered that&amp;nbsp;my sponsor&amp;nbsp;could ever relapse. I didn't really know what to say. I felt&amp;nbsp;horribly for him. And selfishly, I felt abandoned. Lost. Like a little boy again, who's dad was walking out on him. I was really shaken by this news.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;It made me realize that we are all fallible. No matter how much time we have sober or how much we know the information. Without a&amp;nbsp;spiritual experience&amp;nbsp;we are left to our own devices. My own devices have usually led me to self-destruction. Usually in the form of copious amounts of dope. The addict/alcoholic mind&amp;nbsp;is different than those of normal people. No matter how badly we have suffered on account of our addiction, (ie: arrests, jail, hospitals, rehab, bankruptcy, divorce,&amp;nbsp;near death,etc) there is always a little voice&amp;nbsp;in our brains telling us that we can still&amp;nbsp;figure out a way to do it again without any consequence.&amp;nbsp;I suppose my sponsor just gave in to that voice. He must have been really in a dark place to have sought a solution in substances again.&lt;BR&gt;He told me that I would&amp;nbsp;need to decide if I was still going to work with him or not. I&amp;nbsp;didn't know what to do. I just&amp;nbsp;felt the sadness. I&amp;nbsp;didn't make any quick decisions. I took&amp;nbsp;my questions to meditation and searched to see what I felt guided to do. My gut feeling is NEVER wrong. Intuition is always correct. I knew in my heart that I&amp;nbsp;still wanted to maintain a relationship with my sponsor, but the relationship&amp;nbsp;had changed. I do not feel comfortable having a sponsor with almost two years less sobriety than I have.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Being safe in that knowledge, I had to ask for guidance towards a new sponsor.&amp;nbsp;I knew that I wanted it to be a person who not only has a&amp;nbsp;sufficient amount of sobriety, but somebody who has a passion for their recovery, as well as for helping others.&amp;nbsp;I&amp;nbsp;asked the&amp;nbsp;Universe to guide me towards someone who possessed these qualities. I feel that I was led straight&amp;nbsp;from the source of all things living to the person whom&amp;nbsp;would work best with me&amp;nbsp;in my life.&amp;nbsp;In moments such as these..In moments when I am lost and frightened..Full of fear and overwhelmed..An utter dependence on the Energy&amp;nbsp;that comes from a Power Greater than myself&amp;nbsp;can&amp;nbsp;move me through ANYTHING. My new sponsor is amazing! She is nineteen years sober. She is so captivating when she speaks. I&amp;nbsp;have always felt moved by her, but never dreamed of asking her to be my sponsor. I look forward to the new&amp;nbsp;lessons that I will be learning as I work with her. But, I&amp;nbsp;also will not forget, that like my sponsor before her, that she is human. And as humans, we are&amp;nbsp;ALL subject to mistakes and bad choices.&amp;nbsp;As I have learned through this experience, and as I have said before, the only thing that will never fail me is my relationship with this new Power that I have established with&amp;nbsp;Light of the Universe.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Have an awesome week!&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/thefinger.jpg?a=31"&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/11/15/when-a-star-falls.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">0b21a4fc-6b33-4d7f-9366-b54cf1d91787</guid><pubDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2009 22:30:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>The Wild Heart</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/31/the-wild-heart.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>There are some things in life that&amp;nbsp;simply cannot&amp;nbsp;be explained. Sometimes the heart moves so quickly, the brain doesn't have a moment to&amp;nbsp;rationalize the behavior. I am propelled this way when it comes to love&amp;nbsp;affairs. I don't JUST&amp;nbsp;mean the kind of affair that you have&amp;nbsp;in the shadows, while your lover is at home. &lt;BR&gt;I mean a&amp;nbsp;love affair that is driven by pure lust and emotion.&amp;nbsp;A true 'Wild Heart' affair.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;It starts with a&amp;nbsp;glance. Eyes lock. It precedes. Almost as if a soft whispering reverberates&amp;nbsp;through&amp;nbsp;one another's body language. Then there is the heat. It's hypnotic.&amp;nbsp;It literally&amp;nbsp;drives two people towards one another. The way your stomach&amp;nbsp;becomes twisted&amp;nbsp;in knots when you touch his arm for the first time.&amp;nbsp;That deep engaging smile that quickens&amp;nbsp;your&amp;nbsp;pulse. In a room&amp;nbsp;crowded with people, all you you can see is him. Those eyes.That body. Those beautiful, full lips.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I would like to say that there have been many..and there have been many..But truly, there has been only&amp;nbsp;one. One man that I completely lose myself over. When it comes to him, I just don't think clearly. He is literally&amp;nbsp;a drug. &lt;BR&gt;The reality is that this man is taken. He is married. That in itself makes us immiscible-no? Well, you can tell that to my brain, but never to my wild heart.&lt;BR&gt;All he needs to do is text or call, or God forbid I should ever see him. My energy literally emulsifies into&amp;nbsp;his.&lt;BR&gt;We shared a brief moment in time. While we were in each other's arms, I cannot explain the feeling I experienced with him, except to say that I felt completely free. Absolutely no restrictions. Infinity stretched limitlessly.&lt;BR&gt;I would do things with him sexually that I would NEVER dream of doing on my own. Nor with anybody else. Ever. Simply because that is what I am driven to do with him. Something is unleashed and nothing could ever be wrong.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;He is strong. Powerful. Charismatic. Gorgeous. And so fucking insatiable...&lt;BR&gt;There is a specific song that always reminds me of him. Sometimes I hear it at a club and&amp;nbsp;I become dizzy, almost as if I am under his spell again.&lt;BR&gt;Though, I realize that to be with him would literally be an end to me.&amp;nbsp; Maybe that is partially where the attraction lies. Flirting with disaster. Something I have so often done in the past. Maybe he is one of the few&amp;nbsp;vices left that I still hold dear to me.&lt;BR&gt;After all I have learned in my recovery from substance abuse. Even after all the&amp;nbsp;self-knowledge and spiritual growth that I have attained in the past few years. There still lies this deep desire for him..regardless of the outcome..regardless of all&amp;nbsp;the pain that his love would bring..&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;'Where is the reason, don't blame it on me..blame it on my Wild Heart.."&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;xxx&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/HansenRe_Edit1_2.bmp?a=34"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/31/the-wild-heart.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">363733ad-e92e-4efe-b874-96d4fd67653c</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Nov 2009 04:48:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Paranormal, Huh????</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/29/paranormal-huh.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Ok..I'm a huge fan of the horror genre. I love ALL different types of Horror/Suspense thrillers. I&amp;nbsp;especially dig slasher flicks (Does that say something bad about me?? Lol). So, of course this whole "Paranormal Investigation" phenomenon caught my attention. Everyone was telling me it was the next "Blair Witch Project". I actually started becoming very excited about seeing the film. Then, this weekend it kicked ass at the box office. Destroyed Saw 6!&amp;nbsp; So, I finally went and saw "Paranormal Investigation" the other night..It sucked. Sorry. I hated it. &lt;BR&gt;With a movie like that, the most important element is the characters. You have got to feel for the characters and their situation. By the middle of the movie I was virtually&amp;nbsp;rooting for their demise. Here is the deal..Though they were in a bad situation, the boyfriend literally did everything to invite more trouble instead of seeking help outside of themselves. The girl would form a resolve that she had had enough with his filming and his bullshit. Then, she would give in and succumb to more bullshit. Sorry. If there was a demon breathing down your fucking neck, you would think you would do anything to protect yourself. I didn't particularly like the characters in "Blair Witch Project", but the fact that they were lost in the damn woods and utterly helpless, with no resources made me feel for them. These people in "Paranormal Activity" were kind of just waiting for shit to go down instead of reaching out and getting pro help. I was over it by the last frame of the movie and just glad to see it was over. I wont ruin the movie for you by spoiling the ending, but it sucked. Lol&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/BritneyConcert.jpg?a=57"&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/29/paranormal-huh.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">5033d171-bfbc-4a39-9e81-654ef2550f13</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Oct 2009 22:12:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Hustlaball NYC 2009 / Detroit &amp; Chicago Rentboy Calendar Release Parties</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/20/hustlaball-nyc-2009--detroit--chicago-rentboy-calendar-release-parties.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey Guys...&lt;BR&gt;I have just returned from a really great week of traveling and appearances. This past weekend both myself and Brandon Baker took Detroit and Chicago by storm! We were in both cities for the 2010 Rentboy Calendar release parties. I know this is gonna sound crazy, but Detroit kicked Chicago's ass! I had such a blast at&amp;nbsp;Club Gold Coast. It was located on&amp;nbsp;7 mile.&amp;nbsp;(Yes, right below&amp;nbsp;8 mile! What, what?!) The club was packed and the dancers were hot! Everybody was really responsive and kind. Spin in Chicago was a great club, but there was nowhere near as many people. I am a natural performer and I respond best to crowds with lots of good energy.&lt;BR&gt;The trip was great and I got to spend a lot of time with Brandon. We were so out of control and crazy together. From our random talks, to pigging out on Popeye's chicken, to playing strip air hockey with Detroit's hottest gay couple - we were truly off-the-hook!&lt;BR&gt;The week prior was Hustlaball NYC. That was a blast!&lt;BR&gt;I got to spend quality time with my buddy, Angel Benton, who was my roommate. We played our 'special game' together, And we got others to join as well. (That sounds kinky, huh?) I made some new friends while there as well. Max Sinclair. Hot! Sweet guy. Gives a killer massage. We hung out a lot and I hope I get to see more of him in the future. &lt;BR&gt;Spencer Reed..Quiet. Reclusive. And smokin' hot! I wanted to do filthy things to that boy's ass every time he came into the room! (Sigh) Maybe next time...&lt;BR&gt;I also got to see 'Big Papa' Howard of Fabscout. The man is out of his mind! He is always my great comic relief&amp;nbsp;while in the midst of the craziness of these&amp;nbsp;events.&amp;nbsp;I also can't thank him enough for taking a chance on me when I had just gotten sober.&lt;BR&gt;The Event itself was H-O-T! Lots of yummy guys. My Porn crush, Gus Mattox, was in the house. I think I owe Diesel Washington my left nut for literally&amp;nbsp;dragging me over to Gus to introduce us that evening. (I was like a little shy school boy)&amp;nbsp; Gus and I made out and I think I shot a load in my jeans just feeling his hot lips on mine! &lt;BR&gt;I performed that night -&amp;nbsp;solo. Jerked my hard&amp;nbsp;cock on stage for nearly 1,000 hungry men to see.&lt;BR&gt;Rentboy has done soooo much for me and my career. I cannot&amp;nbsp; thank them enough. They have continuously &amp;nbsp;included me in their Events and they really have helped propel my career to another lever. Thanks guys!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Here are some pics from Hustlaball&amp;nbsp;NYC 2009!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick Capra &amp;amp; Max Sinclair&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickMaxMiniStuds.jpg?a=79"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;Nick Capra &amp;amp; Spencer Reed &lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/nickspencer1.jpg?a=36"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Brandon Baker, Nick Capra, Howard Andrew&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/BrandonNickHoward.JPG?a=7"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick @ Hustlaball NYC&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickPerform11.JPG?a=22"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick @ Hustlaball NYC&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickPerform2.JPG?a=49"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick Capra &amp;amp; Gus Mattox (Yum!)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickGusMattox.JPG?a=96"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick Capra (2010 Rentboy Calendar)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickCalendar.JPG?a=31"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Ryan Raz &amp;amp; Nick Capra&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickRyan.JPG?a=12"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick Capra &amp;amp; Diesel Washington&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickDiesel.JPG?a=62"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/20/hustlaball-nyc-2009--detroit--chicago-rentboy-calendar-release-parties.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">2676b421-1947-4efd-aa69-f74cbbfc9866</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Oct 2009 04:36:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Body Work ~ Nick and Marc Hammer</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/08/body-work--nick-and-marc-hammer.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>I love doing massage. There is nothing sexier then having a naked man on my table. I feel like he is completely at my disposal. Especially when they are on their stomachs!! Mark wanted a massage. He didn't know how far he could take it because he has a girlfriend. I was already totally turned on by his surfer boy appeal. The fact that he has a girlfriend only made it hotter. I started off casually enough. Working his back muscles, his shoulders...working my way down. I pulled the sheet back and I began working his hairy legs.&amp;nbsp;My dick was throbbing against my leg already. I wanted to see more! His underwear was preventing me from getting a look at his pretty ass. I explained to him that&amp;nbsp;if he peeled off&amp;nbsp;his underwear I would be able to get into his gluteal muscles a lot better. He complied-a bit hesitantly. His ass was so hot! While I was working into his&amp;nbsp;gluteal muscles with my elbows, his ass cheeks parted and I saw his hairy crack! That was it! I was rock hard. Out-of-control horny! Before he could stop me and before I could even stop myself, I had spread his ass cheeks and started licking his hairy hole.&amp;nbsp;He squirmed a bit and protested, but seriously..what man can resist having his ass licked by a hungry tongue??? I licked his&amp;nbsp;hole and sucked it. I probed it with my tongue. He whispered under his breath that no one had ever done that to him before. I loved it!&amp;nbsp;So did he! Running my tongue up and&amp;nbsp;around his pink hole was driving me nuts! I flipped him over and began rubbing his chest.&amp;nbsp; I rubbed his firm pecs and worked my way down his chiseled abs. His cock was so&amp;nbsp;hairy and&amp;nbsp;hard.&amp;nbsp;I began licking and sucking his nuts. I licked up his long shaft and swallowed his massive cock. I began sucking his dick passionately. He cried out that his girlfriend didn't do it that good. I was probing his asshole with my finger, sucking his cock-worshiping it. He was writhing around on the table and I knew he was getting close. I began sucking his juicy meat even more ferociously-pulling his nuts and running my finger in and around his ass crack. he cried out, "Fuck me!", as he shot his hot load..Whoa! Fuck me??? Funny.. &lt;BR&gt;The hot straight guy yelled out, "Fuck me!", as he was shooting his load. Who knew? I guess the total&amp;nbsp;truth&amp;nbsp;is set free at moments such as these...&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Check out the hot scenes with me and Marc Hammer at: &lt;A href="http://www.nickcapra.com/"&gt;www.nickcapra.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/OldBobby2.jpg?a=13"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickBobby1.jpg?a=85"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickBobby3.jpg?a=87"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/10/08/body-work--nick-and-marc-hammer.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">fba21b31-4d51-458b-ad6b-47a5f77cb513</guid><pubDate>Thu, 08 Oct 2009 15:36:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Hot N Dry 2009</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/09/23/hot-n-dry-2009.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>It has been&amp;nbsp;quite an unusual month for me.&amp;nbsp;Unusual=Good! &amp;nbsp;I guess things seem different because I&amp;nbsp;have been engaged in some new experiences.&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I had a blast at Hot N Dry in Palm Springs this weekend.&amp;nbsp;For those of you who don't know, Hot N Dry is a sober event that is done by the LA Gay sober community. It is held at the Hilton&amp;nbsp;Hotel. Literally, the entire&amp;nbsp;hotel hosts the party for four days. There are workshops, dance parties, meetings, and social events.&amp;nbsp;Gay men come from all over the country to spend four days at this sober party. I was anxious about attending, as I become somewhat shy and withdrawn amongst strangers when I am out of my element. (Imagine that!)&lt;BR&gt;&amp;nbsp;It turned out ot be one of the best experiences in the almost two years that I have been sober. What it really did for me was bring me closer to some of the guys who are in the San Diego recovery community. (where I live) It also helped me to get out of my shell and meet some new friends as well. I really have to thank my friend David Perez, who made me feel a part of the group from the moment I arrived. It was awesome! I went to social gatherings, AA meetings, clubs, and the pool with David and some of the other guys from San Diego. I felt so free. The experience that I so desperately sought while I was under the influence, I managed to achieve right there in Palm Springs-sober.&amp;nbsp;I&amp;nbsp;had a blast&amp;nbsp;with 800 other gay and&amp;nbsp;sober men. Total freedom!&amp;nbsp;I never would have&amp;nbsp;imagined that possible!&lt;BR&gt;There were some great intimate moments amongst our little group of friends. Great conversation at the casino, in the deli at 1am.&lt;BR&gt;More conversation by the pool. Awesome time out dancing with the boys as well!&lt;BR&gt;I also got a deeper insight into my sexual ideal that weekend. I had the opportunity to watch and observe other people at the event and experience my own feelings as well.&amp;nbsp;Now, I know that I have taken the time to write about my sexual ideal on this blog before, but as I change, so does&amp;nbsp;my sexual&amp;nbsp;ideal. I realized that&amp;nbsp;along with all of the emotional stuff I have written about&amp;nbsp;that&amp;nbsp;I want&amp;nbsp;in&amp;nbsp;my partner, I really also&amp;nbsp;need my partner to be a bottom. No 50/50.&amp;nbsp;Not even 75/25. I could probably settle on&amp;nbsp;95/5. Lol.&lt;BR&gt;Before, I thought that&amp;nbsp;as long as all the emotional stuff was there, I could&amp;nbsp;compromise on the&amp;nbsp;sexual stuff. Don't get me wrong..I can bottom with the best of them.&amp;nbsp;(As many of you have seen) But&amp;nbsp;at the&amp;nbsp;end of the day, I'm a top. I love to fuck.&amp;nbsp;I love to make love.&amp;nbsp;But, I really love to do it as a top.&amp;nbsp;My boy is a top as well. That presents a challenge. He surprised me the other day with a dildo that he had bought for himself to practice on. HOT!! It's in much need cuz he is TIGHT!&lt;BR&gt;Sorry. I guees I tend to ramble when the subject turns to fucking and how I like it best!&lt;BR&gt;Anyway, Hot N Dry was a blast and I am grateful that I got to be a part of it.&lt;BR&gt;I'm getting sleepy, so I 'm gonna wrap this up. I am utterly grateful to you guys for being a part of this journey with me. I get hundreds of hits each day, and I know that a lot of you have been with me from the beginning. Thank you for that. This blog is my truth. And you guys are my family. Big sloppy kiss!&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Here are some pics of my sober buddies and Hot n Dry 2009!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Me and David (Ms) Perez&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickMs_Perez.jpg?a=55"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Wayne &amp;amp; Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/WayneNick.jpg?a=26"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Nick &amp;amp; Shane&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickShane2.jpg?a=69"&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/09/23/hot-n-dry-2009.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">51973e40-9f57-4d3d-a1cf-d4e26be1f44d</guid><pubDate>Thu, 24 Sep 2009 04:57:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>PULP Magazine ~ Cover &amp; Interview</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/09/10/cover--interview-in-pulp-magazine.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey Guys!&lt;BR&gt;I had a really fun time in NYC. Got to see some old friends and caught some shows as well. The weather there is phenomenal!&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;I am featured on the cover of PULP Magazine. It is a gay rag here in San Diego. Great Interview inside as well.&lt;BR&gt;Enjoy!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;
&lt;P class=storyname&gt;The Nick of T|me&lt;BR&gt;Rentboy Nick Capra heats up 2010 calendar&amp;nbsp; cover&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=byline&gt;By George Shapiro&lt;BR&gt;All photos by Gio Caruso&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;Move over firefighter hunks! This year, the working men are releasing their own calendar. The Working Men of &lt;A href="http://www.rentboy.com/"&gt;Rentboy.com&lt;/A&gt; 2010, photographed by Gio Caruso, features the top American escorts and boyfriends-for-hire. These are the real men of &lt;A href="http://www.rentboy.com/"&gt;Rentboy.com&lt;/A&gt;, the listings site where love isn’t free—but it is negotiable. Rentboy models include popular adult film stars Josh Hart, Arpad Miklos, Tommy Defendi and the incomparable Nick Capra, who graces this year’s cover.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;Why do you think you were chosen for the cover of the 2010 calendar?&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;SPAN class=byline&gt;&lt;FONT color=#990000&gt;NICK CAPRA: &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;Rentboy wanted someone alluring and sexy for their cover. Who else would they choose?&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;Are your parents proud of their cover model son? &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;Funny you should ask. I was with my mom when I received the call telling me I got the cover. I told her I got the cover of a calendar. She rolled her eyes. She knows better than to pry.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc size=3&gt;Do you take pride in your work as a Rentboy? &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Most definitely. I love my work. I love making the connections that I have made throughout the years. It’s important to me to make a client feel fulfilled.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;What’s the best part of your job?&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;I have traveled extensively. I have been introduced to cultures and people I would never have encountered, otherwise. I have met some amazing men who have become great friends and mentors to me throughout the years.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;Worst part? &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;The toll it takes on my relationships. I don’t date Rentboys or porn stars so it is difficult for the guys I date to understand that my work really is work.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;What’s the biggest misperception people have about Rentboys?&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;The big one is people think we are incapable of loving because of what we do. I am a die-hard romantic. I love being in love. And, unlike many gay men in general, I am not jaded regarding love in the slightest. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;Is substance abuse rampant in the industry? &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;It exists, but truthfully I had problems with substance abuse way before I became a Rentboy. I have been clean and sober for 20 months. I respect my body and I am very much involved with staying emotionally and physically fit.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc size=3&gt;How does being a top porn actor impact your escort career?&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt; &lt;BR&gt;It doesn’t hurt! Guys that have seen my videos go to great lengths to spend time with me. They get to indulge the fantasy that they have created watching the videos. I have been quite fortunate to have been treated really well by the majority of my clients. Some of them have really established a deep connection with me that I know will last even after I leave the business.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;Do clients pay you to re-enact certain moves you make on film? &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;Of course. They love the dirty talk, the aggressiveness, and the role-playing. They get it all!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;What’s the craziest job you have experienced?&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;I once had sex with an A-List celebrity and a pregnant dominatrix in a dungeon. I was really caught off-guard with that one.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;Is it true that some clients will pay you to simply pretend you are their boyfriend? &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;There are a lot of escorts that give the “boyfriend experience.” I’m not one of them. I am an amazing companion and I give 110 percent when performing, but I have a boyfriend. He is the only one that gets the boyfriend experience. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;How much longer do you do plan to be in the adult business?&amp;nbsp; &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;I have a brand-new membership site, NickCapra.com. It’s my main focus in porn. As far as escorting goes, I don’t know. I’m on fire with this. I’m having a great time on &lt;A href="http://www.rentboy.com/"&gt;Rentboy.com&lt;/A&gt; and I really don’t see an end anytime soon. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P class=style16&gt;&lt;FONT size=3&gt;&lt;FONT color=#0000cc&gt;&lt;SPAN class=question&gt;What will do when you retire? &lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;I want to be the next Heidi Fleiss ... without the prison term, though!&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/NickCapraTBall.jpg?a=36"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/09/10/cover--interview-in-pulp-magazine.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">6bc87957-4dd6-4079-896b-d402ce693a77</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Sep 2009 21:29:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title>Sept 4th ~ 2010 Rentboy Calendar Signing @ Splash Bar NYC ~ Sept 4th</title><link>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/09/01/sept-4th--2010-rentboy-calendar-signing--splash-bar-nyc--sept-4th.aspx?ref=rss</link><dc:creator>Nick Capra</dc:creator><description>Hey Guys,&lt;BR&gt;I will be appearing at Splash Bar in NYC this Friday, September 4th. Rentboy.com is having a huge party to celebrate the release of their 2010 Rentboy Calendar. Some of your favorite XXX Stars will be&amp;nbsp;Go-Go Dancing and hanging out at the Event. Many of the Porn Stars&amp;nbsp;that graze the&amp;nbsp;pages of this steamy&amp;nbsp;2010 Calendar&amp;nbsp;will be appearing at SBNY that evening as well. If you&amp;nbsp;happen to be in Gotham&amp;nbsp;this Labor Day weekend, make sure you cruise over&amp;nbsp;to SBNY&amp;nbsp;for a cocktail. I will be signing free copies of the calendar at around midnight. See you there!&lt;BR&gt;xxx,&lt;BR&gt;Nick&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;IMG src="http://images.quickblogcast.com/9/6/0/1/2/129577-121069/Rentboy_Calendar_April.jpg"&gt;&amp;nbsp;</description><comments>http://pornstudblog.com/2009/09/01/sept-4th--2010-rentboy-calendar-signing--splash-bar-nyc--sept-4th.aspx#Comments</comments><guid isPermaLink="false">abaf327d-2d96-42db-a28f-b0026a44651e</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 Sep 2009 00:17:00 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>