I Dreamt of him last night only for a split second. I awoke and felt the gnawing pain that I have felt every night since he has been gone.
The man has me driven to distraction.
I was asked recently by my mentor, Naval, what it was exactly about Vincent that creates such strong feelings inside of me. Besides the obvious physical attributes...
I am attracted to his drive. He is focused. Strong. Opinionated. He is not afraid to question or argue anything he finds objectionable. (Though I find it infuriating when anyone disagrees with me, I respect it and secretly love it when someone can make me see sides of myself I am not always willing to look at) 
Caring, considerate, and sensitive. (He would hate to be called 'sensitive', though he is.)
Very funny and extremely intelligent. (My two very favourite qualities in a man)


I close my eyes and fall into dream sleep as I have so many nights before. Spectres of his image fall around me. Sensation as he moves through me. My heartbeat intensifies. His penetration is so profound..so primal...



Good nite!