Hey guys!
I recently shot  super-sexy, Robbie Ireland for my website, www.NickCapra.com  I was looking for a blond this time. I totally wanted to shoot a guy who had that really cute, boy-next-door quality. Robbie fit the bill perfectly!  Golden blond hair. Pretty cherub face. Beautiful ass! It was very stimulating for me to watch this boy show off for the camera. I even made him jerk off in his baseball cap to complete the image I was looking to capture for you guys. He had a great time and spanked his hot meat until he shot a nice load all over his stomach.
It was a terrific scene and I couldn't have been happier with the out-cum! =) 
It's always a bit challenging for me to film a scene with a hot boy jerking off and not want to jump on him! But, its all about discipline these days! 
The Robbie Ireland solo scene will be updated to my site, www.NickCapra.com May 6th.
In the meantime, be sure to check out the 25 full XXX scenes that already up-and running on my site!   

    

Hey guys! I recently announced that I will no longer be performing on camera with other models. Though, it's still hard for me to believe that I've come to this conclusion by my own accord - this is where my path has taken me.  So, who was my last official scene partner?? 
It was Italian super-stud, Vinnie D'Angelo. (Though, a random model that was painting the room at the time was watching us and ended up jerking off on my chest, the scene was primarily Vinnie and myself. >;-> 
This particular scene was in no way planned to be my final duo performance I actually had no idea whilst filming with Vinnie that I would come to the decision to no longer perform with other models.
So yes, it was chance. Or maybe it was fate that made my last scene a big ol' bottoming extravaganza! I have spent the majority of my career filming as a top and about 95% of my personal life in that same facet. Bottoming has never come easily for me. And I love stickin' my dick in a hot hole. But, this scene actually turned out pretty hot! Vinnie was great. He is big and hairy and that's how I naturally prefer a man if he is gonna fuck me. 
The scene was shot for www.cocksuremen.com 

Also, make sure to catch me and some seriously hot Porn Stars and amateurs engaging in some hot XXX SEX on my website: www.nickcapra.com There is a free promo preview on the site as well as an Introductory first month special: $9.99
Check it out!!

Here are some promo pics that I promised to post..
ENJOY!!








   

    

I can't believe how quickly the past three months have flown by! It's so strange because this is the first time in my sobriety that I haven't been traveling for work. Now that I have retired as an escort, my focus has turned to finding an adequate personal training curriculum to enroll in. We've been shooting for the website, but from a slightly different perspective. We've been shooting solo scenes of some really hot models with me still in the picture. Though there is no physical interaction with myself and the other models, you still get me in various states of undress, shooting and directing the models.
So, what has spurred this sudden change of direction with my website?
I have made the decision that I will no longer be performing on camera with other models.
I have shot 60+ XXX Videos over the course of eight years. I have also shot over fifteen scenes for my website, www.nickcapra.com where you can also see me performing with some of the world's most famous Porn Studs as well at some smokin' hot new faces. I now feel that the time has come for me to explore life without having sex on camera. I don't regret the past, nor do I wish to shut the door on it. Hell, I have shot some amazing scenes that have really translated into some beautiful imagery! I have literally been expressing and exploring my sexuality on camera and sharing it with the world for almost a decade! 
I loved it! It was a huge part of my life and I am so very proud of all of the accomplishments I have made in my career.

But something has been missing. There is a piece of me that outweighs the 'Nick Capra persona'. This piece of me wants to explore and understand my sexuality on a much more intimate level. I believe that sex is one of the most powerful spiritual tools known to man. And just like any other spiritual tool, it can be used in many different facets. I want my sex-life to take on a a more sacred and personal meaning. I really want to explore sex with just one person. I want to see it grow and become more powerful. 
Of course, there is still a part of me that cannot even believe I am uttering these words to you! 
Maybe it's me just growing older. Maybe it's just me growing up. I don't have any answers as to why I have been feeling this way for the last three months. All I know is that this is where my path has brought me. This is my truth.

Don't go getting all misty eyed on me now! I will still be shooting solo scenes of myself here and there for my website, www.nickcapra.com  And, I will definitely continue to bring you the hottest stars and amatuers engaging in that nasty, hot Capra-style sex that has become my trademark. www.nickcapra.com is my baby...It's my own flesh and blood and it will continue to grow and thrive. But, my days of performing with other hot models have drawn to a close.
I guess this is my curtain call..

I will be posting pics on the blog sometime this week of my last official duo scene. It was shot in January of this year. 
(Any idea who it was with??)

This has been such an incredible ride! Remember the skinny Italian kid in"Finish Me Off", by Channel One Releasing? (My very first video) Thanks to Chi Chi for giving me my first break and my name is Porn.  Thanks to all of the Studios both past and present that have cast me in their films. Rascal, Mustang, Hot House, Titan, Catalina, All Worlds, Jet Set, Studio 2000, Red Devil Entertainment, Lucas Entertainment..The list goes on and on!
Very special thanks to Jett Blakk, one of my heroes in this Industry. He has been directing me in his movies since 2002. Jett cast me as the star in his first on-location film in Paris, France. ("French Kiss",by Red Devil Entertainment)
Hell, he got me to bottom for the first time on camera as well! Most importantly, Jett was there for me when I was falling apart in those very dark years when drugs almost took my life. There are many associates to be made in this Industry, but very few friends. Jett has consistently been there for me as a friend, business partner ,and mentor for the last eight years.  

And most importantly, to all the fans that have sent me so much love and support throughout the years. You guys have truly changed my life. Thank you from the bottom of my dirty little heart!!

Much love,
Nick

"If you go out to the woods today, you'll find he's no longer there."

    

I just found out today that my website, www.nickcapra.com was nominated for Best Porn Star Website at the 2010 Grabby Awards! I am always honored to be nominated for Awards. This website has been a labor of love and I am very proud to have seen it come to fruition and grow with every new scene that is produced.
Thanks to all of you that have taken the time to check out my website and to all the fans that have become members and continue to support my career! www.nickcapra.com is my baby, and it was created with the hopes that you guys would enjoy being a part of my fantasy world.
Much love and dirty talk to you all!!
Nick

    

Hey guys!
I recently had the opportunity to shoot super stud, Rod Daily, for my website, www.NickCapra.com
As I am sure you will agree, this guy was born for Porn!  He has the most incredibly piercing blue eyes. Lets not forget to mention his perfect body and gorgeous ass! 
I took the opportunity to Interview him before his scene. The guy is such a charmer and a total sweetheart. I love it when a model is self assured, with no attitude!
The scene was H-O-T. Rod flexed his muscular arms. Licked his biceps. Literally taunting me behind the camera. It was everything I could do to stay focused on the filming and not maul him. Especially when he was on all fours, triceps extended, ass winking at me. (I'm such a sucker for a pretty hole!) He stroked his hot cock, spit on it, stroked some more. Wait 'til you see him totally immersed in his own body, abs clenched, stroking that hot cock! He finished the scene, blowing a thick load all over his beautiful abs. 
I was totally knocked out to have gotten the opportunity to have met Rod. This sexy fucker is definitely one of Porn's hottest tickets right now!

The hot solo of Rod Daily will be updated to my website, www.NickCapra.com on Thursday, March 18th.

If you haven't taken the time to check out my site, be sure to log on and see the 25+ scenes already up and running. The  site features some of your favorite Porn Studs: Arpad Miklos, Robert Van Damme, Nick Piston, Scott Campbell, and of course, me!! Not to mention, the hot new faces, amateur sex scenes, and smokin' hot XXX Galleries. All of this and MORE is waiting for you at: www.nickcapra.com
xxx
Nick

    

I have not really made much mention about the fact that I am no longer escorting. It never really occurred to me to publicly announce this. But, in retrospect, I think it is really important for me to share with you guys my thoughts on this part of my life-as it has been a HUGE part of my story for the last seven years.
I got into the Porn Industry in February, 2002. My boyfriend at the time, Troy Michaels, was fairly known as a Porn Star and a pretty big escort. I remember the pain that I used to experience every time he would go and turn a trick. It was unfathomable. I knew it was work. I knew that these men were, for the most part, not a threat to my relationship with him. But, it still took a piece out of me-out of us.
Somewhere in my deluded mind, it occurred to me that becoming an escort would be much easier than simply dating an escort. You know how the old saying goes... "If you can't beat 'em, join 'em." In retrospect, that was not the wisest choice. It's almost like conceiving somewhere to your innermost self  that becoming a perpetrator is somehow much easier than becoming a victim.  And that's exactly what happened.
By the middle of 2002 we had broken up. On January 13th, 2003, I moved from LA to NYC to become a full-time escort. There I was-in NYC, living the life. Flying from NYC to LA, Palm Springs, San Francisco, and even Paris to shoot XXX videos.
I was making a lot of money. I was doing a lot of drugs. And just as my relationship had turned sour with my former prostitute boyfriend, all the rest of my relationships for the next seven years followed suit. If not falling prey to my drug habit, I lost all of my relationships due to my 'work' as an Escort/Porn Star.
Throughout the years, I have dated some AMAZING men. They simply couldn't handle it. And those that could...Lets talk about that for a minute..WHAT SANE PERSON DATES A PROSTITUTE?? Seriously!
Losing the relationships sucked!
But losing myself..so much worse. You forget who you are when you have a different name. When you are catering to other people's fantasies. What are my likes? What are my loves? Who am I??? I didn't know anymore. I had become a living image of whatever you perceived me to be. I was lost. I was in so much pain. And this infinity of perpetual aching stretched limitlessly. 
Yes, yes, yes..I have traveled the world. I have made TONS of money. I have met some very interesting, amazing men along this path. But, the price I paid was very high. At the time it was happening I didn't see it. In the beginning, because I was so loaded. Copious amounts of drugs made my work so much easier. The dope left me despondent. I could share my body with anyone.
Then, even more reckless, I was living the life of an Escort/Porn Star in sobriety! No numbing. Just completely addicted to the money and the spotlight. I got so caught up in the 'circuit escorting' scene. Rentboy Pool parties/ Circuit parties across the country. My picture splashed EVERYWHERE. Traveling and escorting in other states. Award nominations. (I actually won Porn Star Escort of the Year at the 2009 International Escort Awards) And I thought that was living...I remember clearing $4500 in 3 days. It was great. It was money, But it wasn't love.
To be honest..looking back on it. It was a really empty existence.I'm a naturally loving guy. I am inclined towards relationships. I love sharing things with another man. One man. I sacrificed that for notoriety and money. I don't regret it. But, I can't live with myself any more that way either. The longer I am sober, the more I become connected to who I really am. The more the outside crap doesn't matter anymore.
I have a lot of friends that are still hookers and I don't judge them one bit! Just as I don't judge people who still party with drugs and alcohol. It's not who I am anymore, but judging them would be judging myself. 
I am a 35 year old man who is just beginning to experience life again. I don't want there to be any strikes against me. I don't want there to be anything in my lifestyle that is thwarting my path anymore. I stopped using dope for that very reason. 
To those boys out there who are just getting into the escorting Industry. Here ya go. It's lucrative. It can be filled with infamy and tons of notoriety and publicity. (Mine sure was!)  I got EVERYTHING that I thought I wanted out of this Industry and NONE of it was what I REALLY wanted. You take from this what you want, and leave the rest for the next reader...
So  now, the next natural step for me is my retirement as an escort. I'll miss the money from time to time, but what do I gain? I get to experiment with true monogamy in my next relationship. Something I have not given myself permission to do in seven years!! I get to re-establish my sex esteem. I'm not just a sex toy that can be rented. I am a sexual being and my sexual powers are something that I'm going to learn to honor. I understand that healing from all of this isn't necessarily going to happen overnight. But, that's what my shrink is for! 
And lastly, for those of you wondering how on earth my next relationship could be considered 'true monogamy' if I'm still a Porn Star. If I'm still performing with other men. I guess I'm gonna have to save that for another confession...   

xxx
Nick

    

Hey Guys!
Just got word that my blog was nominated for Best Porn Blog at the 2010 International Escort Awards.
Though I am no longer escorting, I am still honored that the blog was nominated. This is the one place where I can get real and talk about things off the cuff, so to speak.
For all of you that read this blog and support my writing, please take a moment to go to this link and vote for me!!

http://www.rentboy.com/Awards/vote.asp

Thanks so much to everyone who has supported me and my writing throughout the years!

xxx
Nick 

    

I have had a crush on this guy for several years now. We work out at the same gym. We have a few friends in common. But, I never had the balls to talk to him. I would get all nervous and excited when I saw him. .  I would watch him at the gym and wonder what he would feel like underneath me. What his lips would feel like against mine. So handsome! Beautiful brown eyes, dark hair, tats up and down his arms. He's Italian. Beautiful body. So damn sexy! Finally we spoke. He asked me why I always ignored him in public places. I told him that I found him so attractive that I became nervous around him. He melted. I finally asked him out. I was so uncomfortable on that first date. I couldn't be authentic around him. I felt like I was too busy trying to play it cool. Trying to play a part that wasn't me. Can you relate? Do we all play a part when we are out with someone for the first time? For the first few months? Why? Is it because we are afraid that they wont like the real person hiding inside?
I explained to him that I was still nervous. That I was finding it difficult to be myself around him. It made it so much easier to tell the truth, rather than stay committed to this part that I was playing, just trying to impress him. We ended up hitting it off pretty well!
We have seen each other multiple times. I'm  beginning to feel a bit scared about getting hurt, but I'm gonna follow through, anyway.  
Things are changing so much in my life. Every day sober, I find out a little bit more about myself. I'm looking toward getting certified as a personal trainer in mid-March. That will change things for me drastically. It will be the first time in the last eight years that I will be getting a 'normal' job. I'm looking forward to being a normal person again. I will always have this part of my life, and the many adventures it has brought me. But, the truth of the matter is that is has been kind of lonely. So hard to be in a real relationship as a Porn Star. I want to be in a loving relationship. With myself. And definitely with another man! 
I've made it this far, so I know that if I keep moving forward, it can only get better.
Cheers to endurance!!
xxx
Nick 

    

Hey guys...Here is a teaser for a solo scene I recently shot for my website, www.nickcapra.com
It has not even been updated to the site yet, so I am giving you guys the first peek. Tell me what you think!!
xxx
Nick

    

I have got to give mad props to the guys at www.CockSureMen.com When they paired me with John Magnum to do a scene for their site, they hit the mark! This kid is, by far, one of the hottest scene partners I have ever had the pleasure of fucking. He had a great attitude. No ego. Absolutely gorgeous face, body, and ass! We shot for a few hours on Jake Cruise' ranch and it was a blast. Scenes like this one are what make my job so fucking worth while!
I think I licked this kid's ass for a good 30 minutes. It tasted so damn good! And when I was fucking him, he was making these faces that threw me into a frenzy!
Here are a few exclusive pics from the scene. To catch all the action between me and John Magnum in it's entirety, make sure to log on to: www.CockSureMen.com

xxx
Nick