Hey guys...Here is a teaser for a solo scene I recently shot for my website, www.nickcapra.com
It has not even been updated to the site yet, so I am giving you guys the first peek. Tell me what you think!!
xxx
Nick

    

I have got to give mad props to the guys at www.CockSureMen.com When they paired me with John Magnum to do a scene for their site, they hit the mark! This kid is, by far, one of the hottest scene partners I have ever had the pleasure of fucking. He had a great attitude. No ego. Absolutely gorgeous face, body, and ass! We shot for a few hours on Jake Cruise' ranch and it was a blast. Scenes like this one are what make my job so fucking worth while!
I think I licked this kid's ass for a good 30 minutes. It tasted so damn good! And when I was fucking him, he was making these faces that threw me into a frenzy!
Here are a few exclusive pics from the scene. To catch all the action between me and John Magnum in it's entirety, make sure to log on to: www.CockSureMen.com

xxx
Nick

 

    

Hey Guys!
I will be giving away free, autographed 2010 Rentboy Calendars tonight at Bacchus House in San Diego. If you are here in sunny San Diego, I would love it if you dropped by and said, 'Hello!'
This year has already started with some wonderful new friendships and travel plans for me. I will be visiting South Beach, Florida in several weeks. And, I just booked a trip home to NYC for late February. Cant wait!
Hope your New Year has kicked off with a bang!
xxx
Nick


Ive been feeling quite nostalgic lately. Here is another vintage Capra pic. Circa 2003...

    

One of the most popular scenes that has been featured on my website, www.nickcapra.com , has been the Nick Capra/Nick Piston pinball machine fuck-fest. I was so excited about finally being able to work with Nick Piston. That blond hair and those gorgeous eyes. The pretty face and that body...All those fucking tattoos! The man was born for Porn... 
When I approached Nick about doing the scene for my website, we both agreed that it was a long time cuming! We also mutually agreed that we wanted the sex to be completely unstaged-organic. There are very few models that are capable of doing a scene this way. Most models become so aware of the lights, cameras, etc..They lose their focus. The director wants to dictate every single movement that is made. And that is why so many scenes come out looking contrived.
Nick Piston is one of those models that completely surrenders himself to the moment-to the sex...
Working with someone as committed to the art of  sex always inspires me to perverse heights! 
Sure, we added the pinball fantasy to the scene for fun..But, the sex was completely un-rehearsed and that is why I think it came out so fucking hot!
Nick Piston is one hungry cock-sucker and a seriously aggressive bottom.
What more could a man like me ask for??

Check it out!!

 


TO VIEW THIS SCENE IN IT'S ENTIRETY AND TO ENJOY MORE SCORCHING SEX WITH SOME OF YOUR FAVORITE PORN STARS, ALONG WITH SOME BRAND NEW FACES, VISIT MY WEBSITE.. http://www.nickcapra.com/
WHAT U WAITING FOR??

    

The one great challenge that I have faced in the two years that I have been sober..Am I okay without a man in my life?  I have friends who swear that being single is the only way to be. I also have friends who commit to love the way our bodies commit to oxygen. An utter necessity.
So, which is more fulfilling?
Living life as a single, gay man who is self-sufficient and sober has been very empowering over the last several months. I have not felt this committed to my friends and myself in a very long time. I have the power to choose different romantic paths. Dating and having fun. I get to have sex with anyone that I want, whenever I choose. But, there are nights when I would like to have someone next to me in bed. But, is that reason enough for a boyfriend? Maybe what I really need is just a good cuddle buddy. Are we just kidding ourselves to think that we all don't yearn to share love with someone special? 
I have lived a great portion of my life in relationships. Both good and bad. I love having that connection. The feeling of intimacy and companionship. But, relationships are a full-time job. Compromise, intention, and willingness are always up to bat. And how many gay relationships do you know of that are legit? Healthy? Happy? Are we just backing ourselves into a corner, thinking that we need a man to define our happiness?
I don't have all the answers right now.
I can promise you this..
Until I come up with the answers for myself, I am going to live every moment of my life to the fullest. Sexy, sober, and single!
 
 

    

I just want to take a moment to wish everyone a Happy Holiday. This is generally a very reflective time for me. I like to take inventory of all the blessings that I have received...
Starting with every single one of you! February of 2010 will mark the 8th anniversery of my very first video!  ('Finish Me Off", by Channel One Releasing) What a ride it has been! I just want to thank every single one of you for the love and support you have given me throughout the years. I could not have done any of this without you. The emails, the commments, seeing you guys at different events, and making the connections with you has really been the high-point of my career. 
You all have truly changed my life!
xxx
Nick 
www.nickcapra.com

This was the 1st promo pic of me from my very 1st video..

Vintage Capra!!

    

Hey Guys!
I am very pleased to announce that four of the scenes that were shot exclusively for my website have now been released to www.AEBN.net
AEBN is the premiere Video On Demand site, where you can see individual scenes from your favorite video-namely mine :o)
The titles: Nick's Fuck Buddies Vol.1 and Vol. 2 are now available for your viewing pleasure. They feature scorching scenes with myself and Nick Piston on a pinball machine. Also scenes featuring newcomers, Andrew Dragon and Adam Isaac.
And for all you sports fans who love a hot bottom... 
Me bottoming for Antonio de Carlo after a nice soccer session in the park.
Check it out!! www.AEBN.net
xxx
Nick

    

It was raining. Not the usual kind of rain that falls in this town. But, the kind of rain you get when you are in the eye of a storm. When you came to the door you were soaked. Beautiful blue eyes staring up at me. I love it when you smile. We stared at one another intently for a moment. Then you were wrapped in my embrace. I love the passion that exudes from you when we kiss. Those pouty, soft lips. That face. Such sensual symmetry. We sucked on each others lips hungrily for what seemed like hours. I stripped you out of your wet t-shirt. That body! Golden skin. Lean muscle. I kissed you again. Already erect.       
We fell onto my bed, my body pressed up against yours. The way you moan when I kissed your neck. The way you arch your back as I tugged at your ear with my teeth. It thrills me. We stripped away what was left of our clothes. I love the way your naked body feels underneath my own. Our cocks rubbing against one another rhymically.  I love the way your body tastes as I kiss you from head to toe. Licking at your balls, licking up your shaft. Swallowing you whole. I want you now, I need you now. I'm driven beyond control. I kiss and lick your gorgeous chest. We both seem in a trance. I lift you up as I enter you. You shudder slightly as we commence. The sex is what we are.The heat glows red around us as I thrust inside your soul. I see you getting closer and I'm wild with this lust. I love it when you climax. I love it when you cum. 

Our sex fills me. You thrill me...



     

    

This has been quite a challenging week for me. But, I am learning that it is the most challenging things that I experience in life that really push me to grow. As most of you know, I have been sober for 23 months. I have worked the 12 Steps thoroughly, and I am very much involved with the gay recovery community. I have been working with the same sponsor since I was three weeks sober. My sponsor not only took me through the 12 steps, but he was like the father I never had. I spoke with him every day and I usually sought his advice with everything in my life. He is very respected in the recovery community and he has about seven other sponsees, including myself. He knows the Big Book (the AA book that outlines the 12 Steps) back and forth and has many personal experiences to share from. I called him one day last week, as I do every day, and he dropped a bomb on me. He told me that he had to reset his sobriety date. I was floored. To be honest, I had never considered that my sponsor could ever relapse. I didn't really know what to say. I felt horribly for him. And selfishly, I felt abandoned. Lost. Like a little boy again, who's dad was walking out on him. I was really shaken by this news.  
 It made me realize that we are all fallible. No matter how much time we have sober or how much we know the information. Without a spiritual experience we are left to our own devices. My own devices have usually led me to self-destruction. Usually in the form of copious amounts of dope. The addict/alcoholic mind is different than those of normal people. No matter how badly we have suffered on account of our addiction, (ie: arrests, jail, hospitals, rehab, bankruptcy, divorce, near death,etc) there is always a little voice in our brains telling us that we can still figure out a way to do it again without any consequence. I suppose my sponsor just gave in to that voice. He must have been really in a dark place to have sought a solution in substances again.
He told me that I would need to decide if I was still going to work with him or not. I didn't know what to do. I just felt the sadness. I didn't make any quick decisions. I took my questions to meditation and searched to see what I felt guided to do. My gut feeling is NEVER wrong. Intuition is always correct. I knew in my heart that I still wanted to maintain a relationship with my sponsor, but the relationship had changed. I do not feel comfortable having a sponsor with almost two years less sobriety than I have.  
Being safe in that knowledge, I had to ask for guidance towards a new sponsor. I knew that I wanted it to be a person who not only has a sufficient amount of sobriety, but somebody who has a passion for their recovery, as well as for helping others. I asked the Universe to guide me towards someone who possessed these qualities. I feel that I was led straight from the source of all things living to the person whom would work best with me in my life. In moments such as these..In moments when I am lost and frightened..Full of fear and overwhelmed..An utter dependence on the Energy that comes from a Power Greater than myself can move me through ANYTHING. My new sponsor is amazing! She is nineteen years sober. She is so captivating when she speaks. I have always felt moved by her, but never dreamed of asking her to be my sponsor. I look forward to the new lessons that I will be learning as I work with her. But, I also will not forget, that like my sponsor before her, that she is human. And as humans, we are ALL subject to mistakes and bad choices. As I have learned through this experience, and as I have said before, the only thing that will never fail me is my relationship with this new Power that I have established with Light of the Universe.    
Have an awesome week!
Nick

  

    

There are some things in life that simply cannot be explained. Sometimes the heart moves so quickly, the brain doesn't have a moment to rationalize the behavior. I am propelled this way when it comes to love affairs. I don't JUST mean the kind of affair that you have in the shadows, while your lover is at home.
I mean a love affair that is driven by pure lust and emotion. A true 'Wild Heart' affair. 
It starts with a glance. Eyes lock. It precedes. Almost as if a soft whispering reverberates through one another's body language. Then there is the heat. It's hypnotic. It literally drives two people towards one another. The way your stomach becomes twisted in knots when you touch his arm for the first time. That deep engaging smile that quickens your pulse. In a room crowded with people, all you you can see is him. Those eyes.That body. Those beautiful, full lips. 
I would like to say that there have been many..and there have been many..But truly, there has been only one. One man that I completely lose myself over. When it comes to him, I just don't think clearly. He is literally a drug.
The reality is that this man is taken. He is married. That in itself makes us immiscible-no? Well, you can tell that to my brain, but never to my wild heart.
All he needs to do is text or call, or God forbid I should ever see him. My energy literally emulsifies into his.
We shared a brief moment in time. While we were in each other's arms, I cannot explain the feeling I experienced with him, except to say that I felt completely free. Absolutely no restrictions. Infinity stretched limitlessly.
I would do things with him sexually that I would NEVER dream of doing on my own. Nor with anybody else. Ever. Simply because that is what I am driven to do with him. Something is unleashed and nothing could ever be wrong. 
He is strong. Powerful. Charismatic. Gorgeous. And so fucking insatiable...
There is a specific song that always reminds me of him. Sometimes I hear it at a club and I become dizzy, almost as if I am under his spell again.
Though, I realize that to be with him would literally be an end to me.  Maybe that is partially where the attraction lies. Flirting with disaster. Something I have so often done in the past. Maybe he is one of the few vices left that I still hold dear to me.
After all I have learned in my recovery from substance abuse. Even after all the self-knowledge and spiritual growth that I have attained in the past few years. There still lies this deep desire for him..regardless of the outcome..regardless of all the pain that his love would bring..

'Where is the reason, don't blame it on me..blame it on my Wild Heart.." 

xxx
Nick